February 2011
That picture of you in the black Spider-Man mask stirred up a whole boatload of feelings within me that I didn't even know could exist within me. I'm scared and I want you to hold me.
Don’t be frightened by emotions erupting from your heart, being spidermansexual is only the beginning of a beautiful web induced journey.
You can be Mary Jane and I will cradle you against my chest as I roll on out on my web sling.
I've never been so intimidated to draw as much as I do now, especially entering pchat and seeing other familiar artists.
Lol, going to go kill myself now and be a niko’s paintchat noob forever.
fool's gold: artist's syndrome →
endoskeleton.tumblr.com
I’ve reflected a bit while going though my art folders just now. I find most my old art hilariously embarrassing and this is just going back like a year or two. I’ve gone through so many styles and tried so many things. Few worked, few looked okay, but it’s nice to have more definite styles for…
All of this is relevant to how I feel about my art!
I’m still stuck in a perpetual limbo where I feel like I don’t have a defining art style and the positive is that it forces me to experiment but at the same time I feel completely lost. I have an blurred image of where I want my art to go but getting there is taking longer than necessary because I wasted so much time mimicking anime. That’s just my own personal view but I feel like if I had started with western influences I would have found it easier to take on defining variations of facial features/bodies.
I’m still trying and despite thinking everything I create is shit, I have in fact come a long way from where I first started out.
